Monday, May 12, 2014

A letter to him 5.12.14. 10:24 pm

Javier,


I've been thinking a lot about you darling. I've been lost in an infinite thought of the moment we met again. The hug you gave me... The longest and most heart-warming hug someone had ever given me. 
I still think about when you visited my house. The random hugs we gave each-other... we really needed each-other... Those hugs meant the world to me... I wanted to melt in your arms and stay there forever. The way you kissed my cheek reminded me of when were little kids... Still innocent. 
It's hard to forget someone as vital as you are in my life. 
It's AMAZING how I've been in love with you for such a long time, even after the horrible heartbreaks and tears... I've always loved you. 
Always. 
I still can't figure out why????
Are we ever going to be together someday? 
Will you ever give me the love I crave from you? ... I think about all of these questions every single night. 
Love is so hard.. Love for you is intense.. It's like falling HARD and FAST ... 
To me, you're perfect. 
You've got the perfect smile that fills my heart with joy in less than a second... 
Your hugs... make me weak 
Your words... a melody
The way you make me feel is the most special feeling ever... i feel weightless... I feel like my heart is filled with cotton... I feel like my stomach has been filled to the top with butterflies.

"Buscaré alguna forma de encontrarte,
Dormiré y te soñaré"

Te amo Javier, 

Te amo demasiado.



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